Friday, July 29, 2005
beck
7 days of camp.. i can count myself lucky as i got a decent partner.. buddy i mean.. not slacker nor chiongster..
the experience of doing push-ups infront of the shit holes.. facing the ground for whatever shit reason the commanders can find.. PT with rifle, eating rations.. firing blanks.. digging shitholes.. digging your own grave(shell scrape).. powder bath for almost every night.. commando mosquitoes..
on one occassion when we were having our night training.. and when it is night out in the forest.. its really dark.. our morlae is quite low already.. but then we saw fireflies.. its the feeling as if the fireflies are encouraging us.. giving us a glimpse of hope.. then my section commander also gave us a mission.. nice experience!
no guard duty for me during field camp.. quite a waste.. didn't get to taste that feeling..
so what do can u expect a field camp from the MOHAWK COMPANY?
and after the camp.. when u packed 3 uniforms and some admin shirts into seperate zip lock bag.. once u open it.. you know..
can get to sleep for 2 nights at home.
next week confined again.. Situational Test.. argh!
where am i heading?
its freedom in here | 11:40:00 PM
Sunday, July 17, 2005
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIANHOCK
but in the end.. it doesn't even matter.. i tried so hard.. =D
take care to those who are unwell..
God Bless You..
and me..
its freedom in here | 12:59:00 AM
Sunday, July 10, 2005
the boys will shout the girls will scream as loud as they can be..
tml is BMT.. Basic Military Training.. can't imagine how it will be like.. not sure whether i will be able to book out next week.. who knows whether i will get confined.. especially when im in charged of other recruits' wives..
we are from MOHAWK COY.. MOHAWK COMPANY..
its freedom in here | 5:56:00 PM
so professionally taken?
its freedom in here | 5:15:00 PM
dot dot dot
Get to know yourself better
Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
its freedom in here | 1:57:00 AM
Plus One - Last Flight Out
im so scared that u will see
all the weakness inside of me
im so scared of letting go
that the pain i've hid will show
i know you want to hear me speak
but im afraid that if i start to
i'll never stop
chorus:
i want you to know
u belong in my life
i love the hope i see in your eyes
for you i would fly
at least i would try
for you i'll take
the last flight out
i'm afraid that you will leave
as my secrets have been revealed
in my dreams you'll always stay
every breathing moment from now
i know you want to hear me speak
but im afraid that if i start to
i'll never stop
chorus
i cannot hold back the truth no more
i let you wait too long (wait too long)
although its hard and scares me so
a life without you scares me more
scares me more
scares me more
scares me more
oh... (na na na.. na na na na.. na na na na na..)
the last flight out...
for you i would fly (na na na.. na na na na.. na na na na na..)
at least i would try
for you i'll take
the last flight out
chorus:
i want you to know u belong in my life (u belong in my life)
i love the hope i see in your eyes (i love the hope.. isee in your eyes, baby)
for you i would fly (for you i would fly)
at least i would try (at least i would try)
for u i'll take... (for you i would take)
the last flight out
its freedom in here | 12:22:00 AM