had FIT lab test.. actually i did study abit.. but when i was taking it.. it was like i forgotten all i've studied.. damn.. why did this ever happen to me.. frucker.. lecturer told me.. i think u better come for the retest.. sian.. sad, dejected, depressed, despondent, gloomy, low, heavy-hearted and whatever shit.. now what i can do is wait for friday for the retest and if i fail again.. i will need to take the module again next semester.. and then drag my graduation by another half year.. never felt so afraid b4.. all the while i had been enjoying in poly.. and friday is panel review.. hope they will come as early as 8.30am.. baa baa baa baa....
