Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away.. it's the other way round. cos.. results are releasing soon. on friday 21st i supposed. went out with ppx jx and hy last night. i'm late cos i don't know whether they are still going. ppx too wishy washy. lolx.. or in fact us. everytime that happens. our programmes cannot be carried out smoothly.. we went to town. ate. crapz. shop. pool. kinda expensive day. i cannot afford to spend money so freely anymore.. not working, unlike ppx and njx and hy. but on thursday i will be going for an interview. hope i can find a job by then. oh yah. ate the taiwan ye shi dunnoe what at far east yesterday. the piece of chicken which can be compared to your face.. was supposed to be sharing among ppx hy and me. end up i eating the most. but it's quite nice. and the day before yesterday. went to celebrate ppx birthday. 17 May. but again. the scene was awkward. the group of us was like split into 2 smaller groups. ppx frens one group. the other consists of me hy and ppx. i never really chatted with the other group. so the scenerio is like we are not enjoying, at least for me. they seemed quite happy to me. went to HAN's at raffles. ate fish and chip. it's nice. 7 out of 10. lolx. then we sang birthday song for ppx. i felt bad cos i got no present for him. but i did treat him to pool on 18 May. ppx classmates bought him a cake. small one. but still. better than nothing. as i said. it's small.. and we can't possibly be sharing it. so the whole lot of us just watched him 'enjoy' the cake. and two of his frieds are busy taking photos of him. i can sensed ppx unwillingness to finish that cake and take photos. haha. he seems to be suffering instead of enjoying on his birthday. and like he don't have a stand to make any decision. or is it i think tooo much. well.. PPX(by himslef): 17 May 200.. a day ppx would remember for HIs whole life.. even he's dead, in rainbow bridge, hades or heaven.. a day ppx realise tat the world is so COLD, CRUel and Unforgiving.. (to be continued)..
